Phantom of the Opera.... - the Maiden song!!

Far away from the land of our birth.

topics that have been bothering me

On tiny scraps of paper that I found all over my desk, here goes!

I still stand by the fact that if I can get down on paper a bit of what I think about, I'll be a great man~

Hear the dragon roaring

If you are dying, right now, Who's going to come looking for you?

I was watching a show about a total psycho - Just because you are totally convinced about yourself, dont make it better to the person next to you.

Feelings - Infinite dreams

Infinite dreams I can't deny them
Infinity is hard to comprehend
I couldn't hear those screams
Even in my wildest dreams

Suffocation waking in a sweat
Scared to fall asleep again
Incase the dream begins again
Someone chasing and cannot move
Standing rigid a nightmare's statue
What a dream when will it end
And will I transcend?

Restless sleep the minds in turmoil
One nightmare ends another fertile
It's getting to me so scared to sleep
But scared to wake now, in too deep

Even though its reached new heights
I rather like the restless nights
It makes me wonder it makes me think
There's more to this I'm on the brink
It's not the fear of what's beyond
It's just that I might not respond
I have an interest almost craving
But would I like to get too far in?

It can't be all coincidence
Too many things are evident
You tell me you're an unbeliever
Spiritualist? Well me I'm neither
But wouldn't you like to know
The truth
Of what's out there to have the proof
And find out just which side
You're on
Where would you end in Heaven or
In Hell?

Help me. Help me to find my true
Self without seeing the future
Save me, save me from torturing
Myself even within my dreams

There's got to be just more to it
Than this
Or tell me why do we exist
I'd like to think that when I die
I'd get a chance another time
And to return and live again
Reincarnate, play the game
Again and again and again

Tech

Well, I was reading, or rather, browsing through Facebook, and i came across a line that I particularly liked. A friend commented that technology should work for us and not the other way round. i just realized that I actually do spend a lot of time going through the process of trying out many new programs. That feeds the need to integrate all the little things that I do and use.

And in full, I do think that in order for technology to work for us, the initial process of integration has to be very religiously adhered to. And true to my word, I am using flock to update my blog, Facebook and all the other what-not. I have to say that it is really rather impressive!

On a lighter note, a great pal is finally coming to Singapore to visit, with his girl, and that's the guy who kinda first made me want to customize everything. Fine. Software at least. Haven't seen him in ages, and it's always good to!

The universe & the big bang

Okay. I have just pondered a long and rather hard about black holes and the big bang, and what do you know? arent they about the same thing? Both are gravitational singularities that for now, we are not yet really in the know. Whatever it is, Imagine this.


There was a black hole. One really big one, and say, it was gulping down a lot of galaxies as we know just around us, Getting bigger and bigger. Say then, that this singularity was exponentially increasing in size. Or rather in gravity exerted on that around it. Slowly but surely, more and more is going to be pulled in. On that same note, as this happens, lets assume that the big bang theory is right, and that there is a critical mass for everything. Uranium and star dust inclusive. So well there. We have, our very own big bang.

My theory however, is that the universe is NOT so small! I believe that, though we are sitting rather near the middle of the epicenter of an atomic blast (big bang), the world (universe) isnt only the size of ground zero. I think, for now, it's just what we are seeing, when everything is moving away and still expanding. That, i think is the big bang's doing. I am not arguing for or against the big bang, I just dont think it is all that big! I think that there might be a lot more than that!

Free Stuff!!!

Well, true to the scrooge in me, there is a site my friend told me about... And you actually get free stuff from them! It's just samples, but what's wrong with having some new stuff to try once in a while?

Here it is...