What the fuck

As many will say, the most important thing in interpersonal relationships is the semblance of loyalty. I am only quoting askmen.com on statistics, but because men are as such (territorial and jealous), apparently it is necessary to know that your partner is loyal to you.

Loyalty, and the perception of loyalty may be interpreted by the amount of trust one party has of the other. trust that can be built up over time, trust that can be nurtured from simple, little things like letting the other party know that they matter, staying contactable, honesty, et cetera.

However, what happens when these things are not there? When the gun is jumped and the dice thrown without the slightest bit of consideration for the repercussions? I'll tell you. What happens is that the resulting repercussions will slowly but surely rock the foundations of the relationship. And depending on the strength of the building, it may cause the temple to fall. This is, I feel, true for not only couples, but for many interpersonal relationships.

"Believing in love is like sticking your hand into a bag of snakes hoping to pull out an eel" - Da Vinci

What has been going down

Well, the past few days have been really eventful, and there are times when I realize that there are many things that we just simply brush aside, and as such, they accumulate. This can be rather detrimental as as a previous friend once said, a hella long time ago, that if you keep it in you, you will explode someday. I guess that was what happened. Things got out of hand as there was nothing done about it. It wasnt the same thing happening, but the result of them was the same. They all ate away at the very foundation of any human interpersonal relationship.

From a conversation with an old friend, all this has happened before. After a while, it's just a replay of situations and stories. If only I had the clear liquid in the vial that Potter had... What was it... so that I will get all that I want. Was it Liquid Luck?

Phewwww

And now I am totally addicted. I really wanna tack fast.. and now I am taking ages to tack. Suddenly all I can think about is the wind in my hair, and board skimming over the surface of the water. The pull of the sail. The feeling of sailing out into the open sea.

Perhaps this is what I am made off, what I want. The feeling of freedom.

Phwoaaaa!

Someday, I will be there....

life's progress

There are so many things that are needed to be done, and there are so many many more distractions. It is high time that I need to concentrate, and get things done!

On another note, I got a call from an old friend, and it is going to be interesting to meet up again! It's always good to meet up with old friends.