I am vengeful, stubborn, territorial, and very driven.

Well, it has been a busy busy couple of days, and I have to say that I am rather enjoying this. I think I have forgotten who I was, because I was giving too much of myself. Talking about that, I think that giving was the one release that I had. One which made me realize that you really have to pick the right people to be your friends, and even, to be close to you. I have always given people too many chances. Listening to them when what I should have been doing was to be doing the talking. I, being me, delve into emotions. I allow things and events to fully settle in. This has allowed me to see that there are many people just playing and using others for their own amusement, and that, I have been a victim of. There are a few kinds of people in this world, and I have to mention that I have been fortunate enough to be in contact with a few of my closest friends. They helped me become a better person. It may not be immediately evident if one cannot see past the initial façade of people. Past the drinks, everyone has a story to tell. I have listened to a few, and the advice that came along with that. Thank you, my precious friends, who helped me. Not only emotionally, but in many aspects of my life. I doubt I would have been able to be as awesome as I am now without help. Though I am traumatized, I have learnt so much from all this that it really doesn't matter how I learnt this, but simply that I did. Some people take the time to know others, many just assume. To many, the title of this post is a negative statement. But to those who really know me, that was a declaration of how highly I think of myself. And if you think you know me, you really don't. Understanding someone is not something superficial. It is not selfish or assuming. This comes with a lot of thought, a lot of experience and a lot of pain and happiness. Stuff like this is what they who are lacking pretend to have. And boy do they do a good job. Isn't it strange how when left to my own devices, I accomplish so much more, and feel so much more alive?