What am I supposed to do?

You know what I hate? I have been in a tango, and this all seems to be working in circles, where nothing really happens and then all I am doing is amusing myself for that moment, and then the whole cycle repeats itself. I have so many things I wanna do, but then again, going to the office every bleedy day then really wastes my time, and it really does take up a lot of effort. A lot more than what I deem worth, monetary or otherwise. I am one to work for recognition, and monetary reward.